2 new patches today!

Yippee! so exciting, isn't it? No, not really, I know, it's quite boring for me as well. It is getting close and I feel like I can almost reach it. It's just a little bit out of my reach. I'm sure that has alot to do with Friday's ultrasound and bloodwork. I'm just hoping and praying that my lining is cooperating. I will be beyond bummed if I'm cancelled. I'm not even sure if that is a possibility or just plain in my head because I'm so paranoid and guarded.

I can't believe my ticker says 1 week and 3 days. The time has started to move a bit quicker and this weekend should fly by. Of course, I can't wait to have my FET done but I just want to be in Denver. You always hear how people travel to Denver and don't leave or move there, I can completely see why but it's ever more than just that Denver is beautiful. Denver has positivity for me, it's my happy place. Right now, my life is consumed with TTTC because it takes so much time to learn about it all and to cope with it. Denver is where the positivity is, where the good things w TTTC have happened and most importantly, it's where my embryos are. It's hard to explain and maybe I make sense. If this works, it's where my children will have been conceived, if it doesn't, it's where the closest thing I will ever have to biological children will have been for me. Ok, I feel like I'm just rambling now....

Ok, on a lighter note, did I mention, I REALLY REALLY want to see snow?!? It's been 20 years for me. Snow or not, this Floridian is going to freeze her butt off in a little over a week!! ;)