Piece of Cake!

Ok, so, it really wasn't that easy but I am going to eat a piece of cake. :) I survived to tell the tale. It really wasn't that bad. I was really tense so it was uncomfortable from the get go. Of course, she couldn't get in. She sent the nurse to get something so I took a deep breathe and let it out. It must have worked because she got in. Of course, now, the nurse is missing, my doc yelled for her but she didn't hear. So, before I knew it, it was over. AND, that was it.

But, just to go back, as I waited for her to come into the room, I realized something. I was in the same room where this whole nightmare began. About a year ago, a much more naive me sat on this same table about to have an internal ultrasound to see why I had all this weird spotting. The removal of those polyps was suppose to fix it all. It's funny too because I was thinking I remember how afraid I was of an internal ultrasound. I still can't believe all that's happened in the past year. And, sitting on that same table a year late, it made me think that the past year has been a complete and total waste of my time.

Now, I'm not sure if I pray the beta 3 integrin is missing or there! If it's not, I will have to go onto depot lupron for two months BUT it'd definitely be a very possible reason why IVF has failed twice.

Also, I am going to be privatizing my blog again. I do have a few of you already in my list from before but if you want to continue reading, please email me at Kristi889@gmail.com so I can add you! I know there's a few people that don't post but still read, please let me know so I can add you. I'm just trying to avoid family members. Thank you!