WOO HOO!

Ok, I warn you in advance, little things make me happy. I went onto SW Airlines to see what airfares were costing for the time we need to go. I had checked 2 weeks ago and it was $99 each way per person which is a great deal! We were hoping to hold off until we got closer just in case BUT the airfares tonight were down to $89 per person per way. I couldn't resist. I booked it!! $400 to Denver and back, NONSTOP! :)

Uh Oh! Why are my tickers cut off on the end?

Does anyone know how to fix this?

New Ticker

Does everyone see it? does it look right?? :)

Happy Anniversary!!

Well, today my husband and I are celebrating 2 anniversaries. First, the good one, our wedding anniversary. We've been married 4 years although we've been together since 1994, gosh, that makes me feel old. The other anniversary is our TTC one. If anyone who reads this hasn't started TTC, don't use your wedding anniversary to kick it off! We actually started a few months earlier but it was actually our anniversary weekend away 2 years ago where I brought out the OPK sticks. Kinda depressing to think we have now been trying to have a child more than half our married life. It's amazing to think how much has changed for the better and for the worse, good thing that was a vow we took!! No big plans. This is the first anniversary we haven't gone away. There's just no money to do it with the way the economy is and after spending so much at CCRM.

We'll have a nice dinner out somewhere and hopefully have an evening that focuses just on us and not the rest of this crap.

And, back down again...

The up moments don't usually last very long. I'm so completely OVER all of this. Everything gives me anxiety, I'm just sick of it.

Great Day!

Today was a great day, the first one in a VERY long time. We went out on my BIL/FIL's boat, left around 830am and headed out. We got into the ocean and it was incredibly rough so we went back into the inlet. It was really hot but nice and sunny. The tide hadn't come in yet so the water was gross but we got to see lots of jellyfish or as my sister in law likes to call them, jellies! But, I didn't once think of this nightmare that's been going on. On our way home, of course, I realized it. But, atleast I had 5 hours where I didn't think about it. When we got home, I crashed. I was exhausted. We were suppose to have lobster dinner with my ILs but it was cancelled, major bummer! I hope everyone had an awesome weekend!

And, we're off!

It's official, first birth control pill down the hatch! I have to say for the first time in a VERY long time, I've got hope. It's actually kind of scaring me because with hope, there can be a very big disappointment at the end of this if it doesn't work. I know, be positive, but please don't say that, it's just the reality of this whole thing, some people don't get pregnant and in the end, that could be me. Back to my point, hope. Tonight, my husband and I were doing our stocking up at Bj's, we usually avoid the baby clothes but for once, I let my guard was down. The shoes are right next to the baby clothes and my husband was looking at the sneakers. So, I temporarily allowed myself to look at them, to forget this nightmare and just pretend for a moment. My husband even looked at them as well...

I had hoped to do alot of blogging this weekend about everything that has been going on but I was so busy today. I cleaned all morning and after took a nap as I was exhausted and up early. After that, we headed to the mall as I needed to get something and off to BJ's and petsmart. Tomorrow, we are heading out on my BIL/FIL's boat and to the IL's for dinner. My BIL caught a ton of lobster so he's cooking up a meal for everyone There are some things that I did want to blog about so I will get to them over the next few days hopefully. Hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend!!