This isn't good...

I'm bleeding very heavy now, soaking pads, etc. I'll spare details. I just want it to end.

Spotting

Well, I noticed some blood on my suppository stick last Wednesday. On Thursday, we had the Ultrasound and saw the hb so I was reassured. It continued into Sunday and I spent the entire day resting. By the end of the day, it was better. It started again on Monday. I spoke to my nurse and she said it was likely cervix irritation and that my bloodwork looked good and not to worry. Today, after lunch, I went to the bathroom and the spotting was noticeably on my pad and as I saw on the toilet, it dripped. That's never happened before. So, I talked to my nurse and she told me to go home and get off my feet. Since I've been off my feet, it seems to be a tad better. However, I made an appt with my obgyn tomorrow at 1145am to get some more information to find out what's going on. I'm absolutely terrified

ONE BEAUTIFUL HEARTBEAT

that's what we saw! the baby measured to the day, 6w4d! the doctor said everything looked great and we should be very optimistic !

yay!!!

Wow! TWO YEARS!

I just happened to notice my ticker at the bottom today. It's at the bottom because it's really no use for anyone but me. I like to know how long it's been since the embryos were frozen. And, today marks two years!!! I can't believe it!

So, two years ago, cells were taken from these embryos and sent to New Jersey for testing. Two of those were transferred back into me on October 31, 2008! And, look at that result! Caitlin is a thriving wonderful 13 month old! And, now, another one of those embryos were transferred back into me on July 16, 2010 and growing as well!!

It absolutely amazes me when I think about all of it!

My facebook status...

I've started to get questions as to what my facebook status is about. It's not related to the pregnancy at all. It's extended family drama. It's pretty complicated and been going on for awhile. to catch everyone up would take awhile so I just thought I'd let everyone know it was unrelated to the pregnancy.

two more days!!

My ultrasound is in two days! I can't wait. I'm having so much anxiety over it. I know this will be a big hurdle and I just want to get over it. I want to see that heartbeat and I want for this pregnancy to seem a little more real!

I had bloodwork yesterday, estrogen and progesterone. My estrogen was about 430 and they want 300 so it looks great! My progesterone was 18.5 and they want 6 so that looked great as well!

Bloodwork looks goods!

I got the results of my blood work this morning. My estrogen was at 496 and they want it over 300. My progesterone was 19 and they want that over 6. My progesterone was 7 at the last check so that was nice to hear it's so high! They will recheck it in another week to make sure the numbers are still looking good.

And, my ultrasound is scheduled for August 12th at 1pm!